My Poems

THe SuPeRuNiVeRSe

*Forever Rain*

I call for death
so death eludes me
I pray for life
So now I die
I ask from relief from all the pain
And the lightning strikes so now I cry
I cry to relieve all the pain inside me
And so my tears run dry
The pain inside me grows like flowers
And the pieces inside me slowly die
Though death should feel
Nothing do I feel
I no longer know if I cry
My tears I cannot feel
because
you cannot cry if your not really real
I cannot feel happiness,
but I can feel pain
I cannot feel sunshine,
only the rain
I cannot feel love,
but hate is plain
And so my glass tears fall with the nonexhistant rain
The rain is falling forever in my world
And in the flood I am swept away
My night is forever, never can I excape
So now I warn, be happy with day
For once the day is gone,
You'll never again see the sun
The light will die
Your tears will dry
Your deepest fears and deepest pain
Will flood you to feel like its rain
Although I try to live again,
I cannot be reborn
For on my side I have to lie
stabbed with the deepest thorn
I cannot move for fear of death more plain
And so I lie on my side,
Drowning in the rain.

My baby boy

Rediscovering my life Only in birth Desprately seeking love I pull you Nearer to my heart Everyone tells me Youths should not raise youths Calmly I tell them Only I can know Love will come and I will try Everything in my power My baby will get from me And you think that Im too young? Never underestimate a future mom

**Cracked out**

Hes cracked out without a doubt he dont care Hes not a dad because he dont have a sober thought in his brain He doesnt want our love just more drugs to help him "ease his pain" Hes not going to be on drugs or free if he dont stop this game Hes not in love except with drugs and I cant beat an addiction Hes all cracked out without a doubt Do I really want his attention?

Crying tears

why do I still cry tears after all these years I cannot let go of all my fears am I plain I cause so much pain eternally drowning in the rain who am I now that shames on my brow and so at me all frown what have in my life it seems I only cause strife why do I still cry tears?

Tortured Souls

twisted shadows disillusioned by fate not alive but to hate their voices crying out to be heard but no one hears they but those who are unobserved their own tortured souls crying out not heard by anyone but in doubt in eachother they find relief they live through the other losing theirselves in false realities the worlds ties slowly fall away over and over they say their ok get to the point of breaking then they are no more alive but not, the voices have taken over their empty core

Her need is that of the rawest diamond,
Chained by lust invisioned by girls
kissed with need
Shaken by the power of the passion,

And beauty bright with light

As bright as the sublime night